“Ben - Bittersweet”
Just like your description, knowing the last time you were online is bittersweet. I don’t know if it’s a bad thing that it’s been exactly 29 days since we’ve spoken, or a good thing to know when I got to hear you talk one last time. Everyone’s been writing on your facebook wall and I can’t help but tear every time I read something and it hurts knowing that this is real. Maybe the reason is that it doesn’t even feel like you’ve gone. It feels like you’re on a cali trip and haven’t come back yet or maybe that since you’ve been working so much that it just feels like you’e too busy to just kick it. There hasn’t been a day where I don’t think about you and wonder what you would be doing if you were still here.
